Its been a long time since I used the art software on my computer. I’ve forgotten a few things but this is my latest creation, thank you Meilin from facebook.
I prayed to St. Jude for the last nine days, I hope that he will grant my wish quickly. I posted this on facebook and now here. Please St. Jude have pity, and make my wish come true.
I thought I was home but its not true. I am just trapped in a void the way I knew I would be when my dad died. I don’t know love or friendship anymore. Not since my mom died, and I never will again until after I die. And I wish I was dead right now. But I can’t bring myself to take my own life. Suicide is not a solution, its just taking the problem with you to who knows the hell where, a place that might be worse than where I am. So I have to go on and pray.